Forever is a lie.

We hurt each other even when we're in silent. I don't have to show you how great the pain is. You can see the pain in our eyes. But again, people are addicted to pain. Right?

And the time has come, you said goodbye to me because you just don't want to hurt me anymore.

Painful goodbye but yet it's supposed to be a "good" bye. I supposed to be happy, right?

I won't cry for the same mistake,same person anymore.

But,why it hurts me so bad?

I know exactly I don't love you. Maybe I'm just addicted to you. Addicted to your love,your attention and the pain you gave to me.

Now, to see you with another girl. To see that attention you give to her, that attention that supposed to be mine. I'm broke. I feel replaced. And nothing worse than the feelings of being replaced.

I know I have to let go. 

Someone said to me, " If it hurts you more than it makes you happy. Leave. Leave and start to love yourself." 

Maybe, she was right. I have to leave. Leave everything behind and move forward.

I don't know when, but I'll make sure that I'll be much more happy without you.

For now, let's say goodbye. Because forever is a lie.