Friday, November 22, 2013

How come?

I don't want this kind of feeling. What is this? I just can't explain. It's something that out of my control. 

I feel weird. I am just too shy to admit that maybe I'm fall in love with you. Am I being denial to myself ? 

Can you take me away from this uncertainty world? Somewhere that people can't reach it. Somewhere that I can think about myself, my feeling, and you. 

I feel stupid. How come I fall in love with someone that I laughed at? 

But, everything happened so suddenly. You. This feeling. 

I want to be honest with myself that maybe I love you. But, I just can't. I don't want. My pride, my ego don't let me to do it. 

Negative thought keep shouting at me without taking a breath. Think that my brain will explode. 

This weird feeling that makes my entrails want to burst out every time I see you. What the hell is this. 

You make me fall for you. But, where are you now? How come you just go after all of this?